The wait for the one...done?
So i'm back in school and counting the days for it to be over. There's five weeks left and i find myself wanting to stay up for two days straight wanting to finish everything ahead of time and getting it over with.
My break ended very well. Me and Chris spent an awesome end of afternoon together yesterday and he brought me a surprise. He actually made little chocolates for me. I told him i can make him rice and that's about it. After having pizza and going for tea (yes, i'm cutting down on caffeine and i actually found out that i can really enjoy tea). We talked for hours and soon after our first silent moment he asked me the following question: Do you think of us together in the future? Of course i had to make things more comlicated for him and asked him to define future "family kinda future" he said. I knew he was gonna ask me that. Don't ask me why, it was just a feeling (how scary). I answered with some hesitation that yes, i did and i tried not to 'cause i mean i'm 121 and he's 118 (almost 119). We were both completely red yet, we still kinda talked about it. And i said that the reason why i tried to avoid thinking about it is because i just never thought it was gonna happen for me to find someone that i wanted to spend a loooong time with by the time i was twenty one. It's scary i can't deny it and yes, i do have many doubts but so far i can honetsly say that i'm completely in love with crhsi and that i would wanna marry him if we stayed together for a long time. And he explained why he had asked me the other day how my parents met and also that he wanted to get at my dad's good side to, one day, ask him his permission to marry me. Yeah that's right my heart stopped for a few seconds there. Crazy conversation.
I spent a very nice weekend at Kris's house and we had a lot of fun. I miss us. It was awesome we are really close and we went for tea and talked about random stuff. Funny thing is i told him that i could really see myself with Chris in the future (yes, i said that before Chris asked me that). Really odd.
My break ended very well. Me and Chris spent an awesome end of afternoon together yesterday and he brought me a surprise. He actually made little chocolates for me. I told him i can make him rice and that's about it. After having pizza and going for tea (yes, i'm cutting down on caffeine and i actually found out that i can really enjoy tea). We talked for hours and soon after our first silent moment he asked me the following question: Do you think of us together in the future? Of course i had to make things more comlicated for him and asked him to define future "family kinda future" he said. I knew he was gonna ask me that. Don't ask me why, it was just a feeling (how scary). I answered with some hesitation that yes, i did and i tried not to 'cause i mean i'm 121 and he's 118 (almost 119). We were both completely red yet, we still kinda talked about it. And i said that the reason why i tried to avoid thinking about it is because i just never thought it was gonna happen for me to find someone that i wanted to spend a loooong time with by the time i was twenty one. It's scary i can't deny it and yes, i do have many doubts but so far i can honetsly say that i'm completely in love with crhsi and that i would wanna marry him if we stayed together for a long time. And he explained why he had asked me the other day how my parents met and also that he wanted to get at my dad's good side to, one day, ask him his permission to marry me. Yeah that's right my heart stopped for a few seconds there. Crazy conversation.
I spent a very nice weekend at Kris's house and we had a lot of fun. I miss us. It was awesome we are really close and we went for tea and talked about random stuff. Funny thing is i told him that i could really see myself with Chris in the future (yes, i said that before Chris asked me that). Really odd.
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